Well, not quite yet.
I know only about 4% of women go on their due dates, and I never really had an expectation of being one of them, so I wasn't really surprised to wake up this morning feeling much the same as I did last night. A little snugglier, maybe, and a little more tempted to try to convince Mr. Wolfman to skip work. But generally good and healthy and not crazily impatient.
I think part of this calmness stems from the fact that I have so much to do. Normally, this would be a cause for great anxiety, but I think all the stuff that I need to get done is balancing my impatience to have my baby, and it's put me into a state of near neutrality. Which is good, because if I was panicking right now, I definitely couldn't get the kitchen cleaned up and the laundry started, which I need to do before the little one gets here. I'm so not going to be doing housework for at least a few days after the birth.
Today we have an appointment with Dr. Ladyhouse, to set up an appointment for an induction next week, if the little monster doesn't appear before that. I still need to do some research on membrane sweeps to decide if I want one, but if I can avoid being given oxytocin, that would be a major plus. Not looking forward to the exam, which I'm sure will be necessary today. I'd really rather keep my lady parts between me and my husband, but what can you do? More of that to come, anyway.
Anyway, we decided we'd better pack the car as if this is it, because the hospital is 40 mins away, so if I somehow go into labour on the way there, we're not going to be able to turn around pick up our go bags. I'm going to bring my knitting, too, in case I do end up in the hospital. I'm positive for Group B Strep, which means the first thing they'll do when I do get admitted is give me antibiotics for 3-4 hours. It would be nice to get something done in that time and the blanket I've been working on is somewhere on my list of things to get done before the little one gets here.
Mr. Wolfman asked me to pack a bag for him for the hospital. Little does he know, I bought him a new one and packed it weeks ago. It's been hiding in the Little Monster's closet forever :) It's supposed to be a surprise, though (I'm 90% sure he doesn't know the address of this blog), so I'm thinking I'll walk it over to his work and sneak it into the trunk of the car before he gets done... and just hope he doesn't need anything out of the trunk before he gets home. I wanted to get him some comfy pajama pants for it, but there's nowhere around here to buy some. If I can sneak away for a few minutes after we've seen Dr. Ladyhouse, I might have more luck.
So, that's it. Or at least that's it for now. Tempting as it is to sit here and play around online (which is all I feel like I've been doing since work ended), I actually do have things that need to get done, not the least of which is taking a shower. I'm really wondering if my next post will include a baby or not. Only time will tell.